Feling lonely in the early morning

long time didn't update my blog.. so now here i am..
ok, first.. wanna say sry to alai bcoz hurt u a lot for these few days..
im really sry.. actualy, it's a small thing to get jealous, but i admited, im the kind of person that easily get jealous.. esp when it's come to my dearest, alai..

I read her blog, and this post really attract me..
Let me give u my respond for your Q&A, my dear... ^_^

Why did the hell I bring a laptop and a broadband here?

1. To stay and chat with you (im shocked, n thankful)
   
2. To reduce my insanity (wut ur madness?? im blurr)
   
3. To keep in touch with you (alai, thanks sooooo much *hug hug*)
   

What was his reactions?

1. He online in his fb, to play mafia wars (erks, im really sry.. i like that game ;P, but i like to chat with u more, seriously, chatting with you make me laughing n forget my problems)
   
2. He never check his ym whether I'm online or not (i always do!! always see ur ym off9!!)
   
3. He told me that he's not that type to sit in front of the pc and IM people. (yerp, that true.. i nvr keep sitting in front of laptop to IM ppl, bcoz the person that i waited before always off9.. im sry for being honest >_< )
   

What am I going to do now?

1. BUAT BODO LAA (sik boleh.. mesti jd pandey, so lekak u graduate, leh dpt keja.. lekak dpt keja, leh chia me.. huhuhu)
   

What do I feel right now?

1. I feel like someone who is sitting in a trash and watching people throwing other things on me. (if u felt lyk that, i feel even worse to hear wut my alai felt.. im sry.. i love u my dear)
   
2. I feel like scracthing someone's car. (DONT!!!! hahahaha, actualy, between my car n u, i love u more, i even appreciate u more, and i need u more than anything even than my car.. u shud realized that!! huh! bluek! ;P )
   
3. I feel like langgar and lari (asalkan eboh guna my car to langgar lari, later my car nok kenak blacklist jpj)
   
4. I feel like ambik aik wudhuk and berdoa (alhamdulillah.. u found ur own solution.. im proud of u.. i cnfident that i choosed the right girl to be my future wife... i love love love u Masnizah)
   

P/s : I let anyone to touch, hug and kiss me, but i wont let anyone to touch my heart except u r the girl name Masnizah Mohd Salleh...

The Meaning of Al-Fatiha

This surah is sometimes known in English as "the Exordium". In various Hadith it is described as "the mother of the Book" (Umm al-Kitab) and "the mother of the Qur'an" (Umm al-Qur'an), and "the cure of diseases" ("Sura-tul-shifa") and said to be the seven verses alluded to in

وَلَقَدْ آتَيْنَاكَ سَبْعًا مِّنَ الْمَثَانِي وَالْقُرْآنَ الْعَظِيمَ

And indeed, We have bestowed upon you seven of Al-Mathani (the seven repeatedly recited Verses), (i.e. Soorat Al-Fatiha) and the Grand Quran. Al-Hijr 15:87

Many Islamic scholars have emphasised the importance of this chapter in their commentaries.The Islamic mandatory prayers require every practicing Muslim in the world to recite Surah Al-Fatiha at least 17 times a day.

sources : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Al%2DFatiha

INSIDE AL-FATIHA

[1] Im start reading al-Fatiha with the name Allah. Every the good deeds, must started by reciting the name Allah. Ar Rahmaan (the Most Beneficent). That gave overflowing livelihood to mankind. Ar Rahiim (the Most Merciful). That always be friendly to cause Him gave overflowing merciness to mankind

[2] Alhamdu (praises). We praised to Allah, because of Allah, sources of all goodness that have to praised. Rabb (God). God that To Possess, To Breed and To Take Care Of. Pronunciation "Rabb" can't be used except for Allah, except if got continuation as "rabbul bait" (house owner). Alamiin (the whole universe) All of Allah creation including mankind, jinns and all that exists. Allah the creator all of this.

[4] Maalik (the Only Ruling Judge) in Yaumiddin (the Day of Recompense). Where in the day all the deeds has to be judge by all the charity he/she did in lifetime.

[5] Na'budu (we worship) took from word 'ibaadat : to obey and to bow emerged because of the Greatness of Allah. Nasta'iin (we ask for help) took from word isti'aanah : hoping the help from Allah to solve his/her problems.

[6] Ihdina (Guide us) from word "hidayaat" : give guidance to the Straight Way.

[7] the meaning of "those who earned Your Anger" and "those who went astray" are all the group that crossing from Islam's teaching.

edited by me from http://members.tripod.com/~bimcrot/quran/i1.txt